Showing posts with label cut. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cut. Show all posts

Friday, August 03, 2018

like a knife – v3


like a knife
a jail-yard shiv
thrust into my torso

a rusted blade
tearing into flesh
seeking to maim

words of hurt
build scar tissue
if their wounds
ever heal

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edited August 3, 2018
like a knife – v3

edited September 27, 2014
like a knife – v2
September 27, 2014
like a knife
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

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Saturday, December 19, 2015

I pray forgiveness – v4

I pray forgiveness
for the bullies
those who have hurt others
who have lashed out
in pain, in anger
I pray that God
would soften,
that God would change them
that they would gain
a loving, giving heart.

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edited December 19, 2015
I pray forgiveness – v4

(editing original)
edited March 12, 2015
I pray for forgiveness – v3
(merging edits to original and version 2)
edited September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness – v2
September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems and photographs are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 40,410+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Saturday, July 18, 2015

may they see their error – v4

I pray for the bullies
for their pain, their anger
not knowing their stories
what they have lived through;
but knowing there is something
deep in their story
that explains their actions,
the choices they make.

I pray that they would change,
may they see their error,
may they see the world
through their victims’ eyes,
walking more gently
breaking the pattern, the chain
the path they had chosen
His way in the world.

I pray forgiveness
for the bullies,
those who have hurt,
who have lashed out;
those who have swallowed pain
who have acted out
who have broken God’s law
in this life.

I pray that God
would soften,
would change them,
that they would gain
a giving heart, open, ready;
that the Spirit would change them
that they would release their pain
with more healthy choices.

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edited July 18, 2015
may they see their error – v4

(editing version 3)
edited March 12, 2015
may they see their error – v3
(merging edits to original and version 2)
edited September 29, 2014
may they see their error – v2
merger of two poems
September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 29, 2014
may they see their error
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 38,390+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Thursday, March 12, 2015

I pray forgiveness – v3

I pray forgiveness
for the bullies
those who have hurt
who have lashed out
I pray that God, in His mercy,
would soften, change them
that they would gain
a more giving heart.

I pray forgiveness
for the victims, for myself,
that those who were hurt
that they would not lash out in anger
I pray that God, in His mercy,
would soften, change them
that they would gain
a more forgiving heart.

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edited March 12, 2015
I pray for forgiveness – v3

(merging edits to original and version 2)
edited September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness – v2
September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 36,500+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Thursday, October 30, 2014

scars of the bully – v3

hurt of their words
lasting, cutting,
deep into my flesh
pain of their abuse
far too many times the victim
in the schoolyard
before the watching crowd
scars of the bully, the bullies,
forty some years later
affecting my journey
the memories with me yet.

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edited October 30, 2014
scars of the bully – v3

edited September 29, 2014
scars of the bully – v2
September 28, 2014
scars of the bully
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 33,160+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Sunday, October 12, 2014

watching the watchers – v2

thinking back, remembering
being bullied, tormented
my nose bloodied
more times that I want to remember
watching the watchers
the bystanders
feeling alone, watched
my response written
on the face of each bystander

to see if I would cry
if I would fight my attacker
out in the jungle
the noisy schoolyard.
they probably don’t remember
these moments of terror
feeling alone
out in that jungle
the noisy schoolyard.


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edited October 12, 2014
watching the watchers – v2

October 1, 2014
watching the watchers
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
“Bullying Weekend!”
devotion “bystander or standing by?
devotion by Jackie Clark
and
Jim Still-Pepper
devotion for September 27, 2014
read September 27, 2014
reread September 30, 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,760+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Wednesday, October 01, 2014

the jeers of the bystanders

thinking back, remembering
forty years later, more,
being bullied, tormented
my nose bloodied
watching the bystanders
the jeering watchers
egging on the bullies
that I would fight them

in the coliseum, Christians
the Roman gladiators
lowly slaves
the jeers of the bystanders
the paying customers
here for a show
me just the meat

feeling alone, watched
my response written
on the face of each bystander
to see if I would cry
if I would fight my attacker
out in the jungle
the noisy schoolyard.


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edited October 1, 2014
the jeers of the bystanders
edited October 1, 2014
watching the bystanders
October 1, 2014
watching the watchers
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
“Bullying Weekend!”
devotion “bystander or standing by?
devotion by Jackie Clark
and
Jim Still-Pepper
devotion for September 27, 2014
read September 27, 2014
reread September 30, 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,540+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

watching the bystanders

thinking back, remembering
being bullied, tormented
my nose bloodied
watching the bystanders
the jeering watchers
egging on the bullies
that I would fight them
feeling alone, watched
my response written
on the face of each bystander
to see if I would cry
if I would fight my attacker
out in the jungle
the noisy schoolyard.

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edited October 1, 2014
watching the bystanders

October 1, 2014
watching the watchers
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
“Bullying Weekend!”
devotion “bystander or standing by?
devotion by Jackie Clark
and
Jim Still-Pepper
devotion for September 27, 2014
read September 27, 2014
reread September 30, 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,540+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

watching the watchers

thinking back, remembering
being bullied, tormented
my nose bloodied
watching the watchers
the bystanders
feeling alone, watched
my response written
on the face of each bystander
to see if I would cry
if I would fight my attacker
out in the jungle
the noisy schoolyard.

=====
October 1, 2014
watching the watchers

September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
“Bullying Weekend!”
devotion “bystander or standing by?
devotion by Jackie Clark
and
Jim Still-Pepper
devotion for September 27, 2014
read September 27, 2014
reread September 30, 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,540+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

Monday, September 29, 2014

scars of the bully – v2

hurt of their words
pain of their abuse
far too many times the victim
in the schoolyard
scars of the bully, the bullies,
forty some years later
affecting my journey
the memories with me yet.


------
edited September 29, 2014
scars of the bully – v2

September 28, 2014
scars of the bully
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,480+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

I pray for forgiveness

I pray for forgiveness
for the bullies, the victims,
for those times when I have
lashed out in anger
when I have hurt those I love
I pray for forgiveness
from my family, my neighbors
all those I have hurt
caught up in the flesh
in the ways of the world
in selfish self-interest
in taking, not giving
not offering love
I pray for forgiveness
from God, from Jesus,
from the Spirit when I disregard
the Spirit’s urgent word for me
I pray for forgiveness
until I reach eternity


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September 29, 2014
I pray for forgiveness

edited September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness – v2
edited September 29, 2014
may they see their error – v2
merger of two poems
September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 29, 2014
may they see their error
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,500+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

may they see their error – v2

I pray for the bullies
for their pain, their anger
not knowing their stories
what they have lived through

I pray that they would change
may they see their error
may they see the world
through their victims’ eyes

I pray forgiveness
for the bullies
those who have hurt
who have lashed out

I pray that God
would soften, change them
that they would gain
a giving heart.


=====
edited September 29, 2014
may they see their error – v2

merger of two poems
September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 29, 2014
may they see their error
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,500+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.

I pray forgiveness – v2

I pray forgiveness
for the bullies
those who have hurt
who have lashed out
I pray that God
would soften, change them
that they would gain
a giving heart.

I pray forgiveness
for the victims, for myself,
that those who were hurt
would not lash out in anger
I pray that God
would soften, change them
that they would gain
a forgiving heart.


=====
edited September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness – v2

September 29, 2014
I pray forgiveness
September 22, 2014 to September 28, 2014
“+bullying”
Devozine for September and October 2014
&
Romans 12:14 (NRSV)
devotion “Learning to Forgive”
by Steve Stein
devotion for September 26, 2014
read September 26, 2014
&
Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
devotion “Being Strong”
by Michelle Ankrum
and “Reflect” John 15:18 (NIV)
by Mary Lynn Johnson
devotion for September 25, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Jude 21a
Isaiah 41:13 (NIV)
devotion “The Locker”
by Shaun Stevenson
devotion for September 24, 2014
read September 25, 2014
&
Ecclesiastes 4:1 (CEV)
devotion “Scars”
by Wesley Overhults
devotion for September 23, 2014
read September 24, 2014
reread September 25, 2014
&
1 Timothy 4:12
devotion “The Power of Words”
by Rebecca Goodridge
and “Reflect on a Song”
“Act on it”
by Lanny Farmer
devotion for September 22, 2014
read September 24, 2014

All of my poems are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014. All rights reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss for usage. See all 32,500+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.