The paddle and I
Alone, on our own
Out in the middle of
The churning lake.
wind pushed the bow
Turning me around.
I pitched into the wind,
Back erect, leaning
Against the blow,
Wanting home
Warmth, comfort
Making for shore.
The paddle, 24 years old,
Fit comfortably in my palm
Familiar pressure, angle and
form
Varnish worn and cracked.
The shaft and handle
darkened
With my sweat, dirt, and
age.
The blade narrow for river
work
As it was on the Allagash
Split and chipped
From years of use.
A treasured momento
a wonderful trip.
The waves broke and pitched.
The canoe moved lightly
Like a cork on the water.
Paddle left, back paddle
right.
Splash of the tawny water
As I fought to gain control.
Progress slow but real
Cutting along the edge of shore
Easy to measure
Foot by foot.
Away from shore again
Buffeted by the air once
more.
Still an hour from home
Muscles taut
And cramped
Torso twisted,
Fighting the storm
As I contort
To steer my canoe.
Edited November 2,
2013
“Wind – v3”
Edited May 4, 2013
“Wind – v2”
July 9, 2000
“Wind”
on Swain’s Lake
Barrington, NH+43° 11' 24.91", -71° 2' 30.18"
&
but see earlier
poems
“The Ledges”
Written July 14,
2000. It is based on a single night in the summer of 1977 when I was part of a
group from Claremont's Stevens High School that canoed the Allagash in northern
Maine.
It was the third and
final major canoe trip I went on (Saco River in 1975 starting in Fryeburg, ME,
Allagash in 1976-July-ish when it was warmer and slower). This trip was
earlier, in May, when the water ran faster and the time was spent moving down
river with the flow of the river. Nights were a lot cooler and the food was a
lot different. Many of us had bad hypothermia the first night because it was a
cold rain and none of us had unpacked our bags to pull out the foul weather
gear. I remember well having to strip off all of my cold wet clothes and
sharing a sleeping bag with another camper. The night written about here started
innocently enough. We arrived at this particular campsite on Eagle Lake earlier
than normal, because of the river's current. We all set up each tent and set
the dinner fire going. I think it was fried bologna. We all turned in early. We
were tired. The moon rose before 11. There were ants and black flies
everywhere. One of the campers had to sit by the fire at each campsite to ward
off the black flies. Anyway, one by one we all realized we weren't going to
sleep any more that night. Before am, we were all pacing around, uneasy. The
leaders all agreed to put out for the next camp. We weren't in any rush at am
though. This was the way I felt about this night. After we put in mid morning
at the next site, I remember the wonderful brook trout we caught and I can
still taste it, twenty-three years later. I think these times, when I was
moving from Massachusetts to New Hampshire, when I was canoeing the Saco and
then the Allagash were some of the happiest of my high school days. On the 1976
trip, from Massachusetts, I found the canoe paddle I wrote about in the poem
"Wind" I always talked about going back to the Allagash; but I have
never gone back. It wasn't until 22 years later that I finally got my canoe
again.
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