Little and big secrets
silence,
… not sharing
words,
stories not spoken,
from
shame, for protection;
Blank
spots, missing pieces
in
the telling, retelling
of
our family’s history.
Carved
off areas, blank spaces,
sometimes
casually shared later
as
if we knew, … forgetting the secrets,
the
silence, the missing words
in
real-time, in our living;
Names
crossed from address books
pain
pushed down, hidden.
Missing
memories, omissions,
scraps
of childhood, painful,
undiscussed,
unspoken
in
the fog of history;
Moments casually blurted out
when there was no warning,
forgetting, … the secrets spoken.
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edited September 13, 2018
Family Secrets – Revised – v5
edited November 12, 2017
Family Secrets – Revised – v4
edited November
12, 2017
behind a mask –
v2
November 11,
2017
behind a mask
the
allegations in the news about
Alabama Senate
candidate Roy Moore
and a flood of
memories and feelings
&
edited November 12, 2017
the smell of the smoke – 2 – v4
edited
June 6, 2015
the
smell of the smoke – 2 – v3
(merging
edits to original and version 2)
edited
May 29, 2015
the
scorch of fire – v2
edited
May 23, 2015
the
scorch of the fire
edited
May 22, 2015
the
smell of the smoke – 2 – v2
May
21, 2015
the
smell of the smoke - 2
May
19, 2015 and May 20, 2015
Focus
on the Family
radio
broadcasts
Helping Your
Husband Overcome Childhood Sexual Abuse (Part 1 of 2)
see transcript:
Helping Your
Husband Overcome Childhood Sexual Abuse (Part 2 of 2)
With Guests Cecil Murphey and Gary Roe
The piece that caught my attention was the statements about God placing
hands on the side of the boy’s heart while being sexually abused.
Unlike the story of the fiery furnace in Daniel 3:1-30, where Shadrach,
Meshach and Abednego had no smell of smoke on them, victims of sexual abuse do
have the smell of the smoke of that evil upon them, even as God was with them
in the fire.
&
edited November 12, 2017
an unwanted touch – v2
August 20,
2014
an unwanted
touch
Devozine for
August 18, 2014 to August 24, 2014
“+sexual struggles”
&
Habakkuk 3:1
(GNT)
devotion:
“Sexual Abuse”
national abuse
hotline
1-800-656-4673
devotion by
Kerri Voegeli
for August 19,
2014
read August
19, 2014
&
edited November 12, 2017
I can understand their anger – v2
November 18,
2011
I can
understand their anger
&
edited November 12, 2017
A box around these memories – v2
November 18,
2011
A box around
these memories
&
edited November 12, 2017
A Walled-off Place – v2
November 18,
2011
A Walled-off
Place
&
edited November 12, 2017
Under the Veil of Silence – v3
November 18,
2011
Under the Veil
of Silence – v2
November 18,
2011
Under the Veil
of Silence
&
edited November 12, 2017
Open the Sealed Records – v2
November 18,
2011
Open the
Sealed Records
&
edited November 12, 2017
On that Altar of Football – v2
November 18,
2011
On that Altar
of Football
&
November 12, 2017
When we worship
false God – v2
November 18,
2011
We worship
false Gods
&
edited November
12, 2017
At the trough of
their power – v2
November 18,
2011
At the trough
of their power
Sandusky
sexual abuse scandal
and
re-victimizing the children
in hearing his
defense and seeing him
on the
sidelines of the Penn State football games
over and over
again
and the same
for all adult victims of sexual abuse
hearing these
words and these images
and failure of
Penn State to release all documents
regarding the
scandal
&
edited November
12, 2017
For me, a
stranger – v2
November 18,
2011
For me, a
stranger
&
edited November 12, 2017
Family Secrets – Revised – v4
edited
January 10, 2016
Family
Secrets – Revised – v3
(merging
edits to original and version 2)
edited
September 2, 2015
Family
Secrets – Revised – v2
6/17/2004
Family
Secrets - Revised
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