God did not betray me
God did not sin against me
God did not abandon me,
but I was still angry at Him…
Light was taken from my life
a piece of the joy within me
another stone added to the pack
the pain I carry with me…
I didn’t begin to know
how to process the pain within me
secrets in our family’s DNA,
never far below the surface…
God did not leave me
God did not forsake me
God always loved me
even when I cursed His name…
Light was taken from me
another angel in heaven
how I wish I had known you
longer in this life…
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July 28, 2025
God did not Sin
death of my paternal grandmother, Jessie Watson Foss,
May 1, 1973
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Appendix C, “Abuse Supplement”
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Appendix C, “Abuse Supplement”
July 28, 2025
I could not grieve
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/i-could-not-grieve.html
July 28, 2025
when I lost her
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/when-i-lost-her.html
July 28, 2025
trying to leave the darkness
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/trying-to-leave-darkness.html
July 28, 2025
Heal the damage of my past
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/heal-damage-of-my-past.html
Edited July 28, 2025
I listened to the lie of Satan
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/i-listened-to-lie-of-satan.html
3/31/01, in the morning,
Assault (written but never posted)
about the sexual assault against me in the Summer of 1973 in Westfield, MA
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God did not sin against me
God did not abandon me,
but I was still angry at Him…
a piece of the joy within me
another stone added to the pack
the pain I carry with me…
how to process the pain within me
secrets in our family’s DNA,
never far below the surface…
God did not forsake me
God always loved me
even when I cursed His name…
another angel in heaven
how I wish I had known you
longer in this life…
July 28, 2025
God did not Sin
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Appendix C, “Abuse Supplement”
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Appendix C, “Abuse Supplement”
July 28, 2025
I could not grieve
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/i-could-not-grieve.html
July 28, 2025
when I lost her
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/when-i-lost-her.html
July 28, 2025
trying to leave the darkness
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/trying-to-leave-darkness.html
July 28, 2025
Heal the damage of my past
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/heal-damage-of-my-past.html
Edited July 28, 2025
I listened to the lie of Satan
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/i-listened-to-lie-of-satan.html
3/31/01, in the morning,
Assault (written but never posted)
about the sexual assault against me in the Summer of 1973 in Westfield, MA
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