watching his presentation
his words of reality, of
addiction
how the drug holds him
a struggle every day
laughing at himself
the absurdity, tragedy
knowing the grip, the hold
they have on him today
taking courage to stand
before them
friends and family ready
honestly sharing, open
the truth of his life
sharing his challenge
the struggles still
remaining
giving voice to his demons
the struggle within him,
present
“I am an addict”, not “I was
an addict. . . ;“
words echoing in the full
room
before so many who love him
who know what he had done
ready to lift him up
to heap him with praise
as if he was finished
the journey already won;
but he was quick to deny the
accolades
the battle continuing still
his response stopping them
in their tracks
a change of the atmosphere
the environment in the room
speaking truth, his pain,
his struggle
not recovered; in the fight,
yet,
the battle day by day
prayers needed ever, today
for his incarceration,
prison,
the battle still before him
in a dark place, remaining
to love him as he is
a beautiful chipped vessel
offering his life to God,
truly;
still struggling with the
demons
Edited
October 26, 2013
quick
to deny the accolades – v5
Edited
October 8, 2013
quick
to deny the accolades – v3
(written
at Jeremiah’s Corner, October 7, 2013)
&
Edited
September 28, 2013
quick
to deny the accolades – v2
&
July
2, 2013
quick to deny the accolades
question
and answer time and
presentation
by Chester (Chet) Birmingham
on
addiction and recovery at
Jeremiah’s
Corner,
led
by Ellen Dickinson
Stetson Memorial United Methodist Church
Patten, ME
July 1, 2013
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