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Expose what is broken
FIX EVERYTHING LORD
Tear my life wide open
Everything needs to change.
Rip open my defenses
Pull out my pain
Draw the bile from me,
Let me live again…
Do not stop, Lord,
I desperately need healing,
Open a new door for me,
I want to live…
Let me be a vessel,
Cracked, broken for You,
Let me be useful to You
To share Your word on Earth…
==============
July 29, 2025
Expose what is broken
re:generation, Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Day 5, “Humbly
Ask God to Change You”,
page 23, Q1, “If God were to fix forever the problem
that brought you to re:generation, would it be enough to satisfy you? Why or
why not?”
July 29, 2025
My assault does not define me
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/my-assault-does-not-define-me.html
about the sexual assault against me in the Summer of
1973 in Westfield, MA
re:generation, Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Day 5, “Facing
Christ, Ready to Change”
July 29, 2025
Our jobs do not define us
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/our-jobs-do-not-define-us.html
Based on #Luke9:23-24
Based on #Isaiah43:1-2
Fired from Dollar General January 24, 2024,
After working 4,140 hours for calendar 2023,
79 hours per week, on salary…
“What was I thinking…”
re:generation, Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Day 5, “Facing
Christ, Ready to Change”
Edited July 29, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet – v3
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet-v3.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
re:generation, Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Small Group
meeting
July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ, Spirit, love, grace,
regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1, Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin,
confession, repentance, follow,
#poetry #God #Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #repentance #follow
My body’s
reaction,
involuntary
movement
blood rising
within me
not in my
control…
Being in that
place
a littered
field that morning
did not
justify
sin committed
against me…
My assault
does not define me
no chains
still hold me,
I am
releasing the pain
I should have
long ago…
God was with
me
in the
struggle, that moment,
in every day
after,
even though I
pushed Him away…
My journey,
my sin,
every minute
of my sojourn,
only the love
of God,
the sacrifice
of Jesus…
The cross
defines me
the love
poured out, finished,
I am
redeemed, restored,
io matter
what I go through…
I have a new
life
I am defined
by Jesus
His sacrifice
paid my price,
and
everything done against me…
==============
July 29, 2025
My assault
does not define me
about the sexual
assault against me in the Summer of 1973 in Westfield, MA
re:generation,
Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Day 1, “Facing Christ, Ready to Change”
July 29, 2025
Our jobs do
not define us
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/our-jobs-do-not-define-us.html
Based on
#Luke9:23-24
Based on
#Isaiah43:1-2
Fired from
Dollar General January 24, 2024,
After working
4,140 hours for calendar 2023,
79 hours per
week, on salary…
“What was I
thinking…”
Edited July
29, 2025
Holding on to
Bittersweet – v3
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet-v3.html
Based on
#Ephesians4:22
Based on
#Proverbs26:12
Based on
#1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1
Peter 1:14
Based on
#Hebrews13:5-6
Based on
#Matthew5:4
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging
Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
re:generation,
Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Small Group meeting
July 2, 2025
Holding on to
Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
Hiding from
the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
a slave
within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
All of my poems, photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A.
Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010,
2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023,
2024, and 2025. All rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God,
Christ, Spirit, love, grace, regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1,
Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin, confession, repentance, follow,
#poetry #God
#Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #repentance #follow
We
create false idols
gods
that betray us,
things
of this world, the flesh,
that
will die, that fade away…
Our
jobs do not define us
they
do not gauge our worth,
the
love of God, through Jesus,
more
than treasure here on earth…
We cling to
the familiar,
stuck in our
ruts, our paths,
We seek glory
from our neighbors,
fellow
travelers on this earth…
God alone
defines us
through the
love He pours out,
We are
beloved children
bought with
an awful price…
Our jobs do
not define us
We are of
infinite worth
God became
incarnate to save us
to raise us
from this earth…
God calls us
to trust Him,
to follow Him
alone, His call,
His way is
better for us,
than anything
here below…
==============
July 29, 2025
Our jobs do
not define us
Based on
#Luke9:23-24
Based on
#Isaiah43:1-2
Fired from
Dollar General January 24, 2024,
After working
4,140 hours for calendar 2023,
79 hours per
week, on salary…
“What was I
thinking…”
Edited July
29, 2025
Holding onto
Bittersweet – v3
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet-v3.html
Based on
#Ephesians4:22
Based on
#Proverbs26:12
Based on
#1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1
Peter 1:14
Based on
#Hebrews13:5-6
Based on
#Matthew5:4
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging
Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
re:generation,
Step 7, Follow, Week 1, Small Group meeting
July 2, 2025
Holding on to
Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
Hiding from
the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
a slave
within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
re:generation,
Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
All of my poems, photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A.
Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010,
2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023,
2024, and 2025. All rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God,
Christ, Spirit, love, grace, regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1,
Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin, confession, repentance, follow,
#poetry #God
#Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #repentance #follow
I have not trusted God for protection
because I believed Satan’s lie that He wouldn’t
I have not believed God loves me
because I feared He didn’t, that I was alone,
I settled for the familiar, what I know
not following my heart, my dreams,
not venturing forth, courageous,
holding on to bittersweet
The pain of this now…
I have not risked anything, inertia,
I have not lived, truly, fully,
Pursuing God’s calling on my heart,
Standing in cement, in place,
stuck in my ruts, the familiar,
Praying that this will get better
leaden feet, frozen,
stuck in the quicksand,
trying merely to survive…
I have avoided pain, in stasis,
And yet, pain is what I carry,
not taking a risk, moving forward,
not trusting in God’s promises
I choose the pain of the familiar
not believing He will protect me now…
==============
Edited July 29, 2025
Holding onto Bittersweet – v3
July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
Based on #1John1:7-8
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
Based on #John8:12
Based on #John14:6
Based on #John8:32, 35-36
Based on #1John1:7-8
Based on #Psalm51
Based on #2Corinthians5:21
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”
July 2, 2025
Pride whispers
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/pride-whispers.html
Based on #Revelations12:9-11
Based on #1John2:1-2
Based on #Hebrews4:14-16
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 2,
“The Problem of Pride”
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ, Spirit, love, grace,
regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1, Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin,
confession, unfulfilled, unhappy, abusive,
#poetry #God #Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #unfulfilled #unhappy #abusive
I have not trusted God for protection
I have not believed He loves me
settling for the familiar, what I know
not venturing forth, courageous,
holding on to bittersweet
The pain of this now…
I have not risked anything, inertia,
stuck in my ruts, the familiar,
Praying that this will get better
leaden feet, frozen,
stuck in the quicksand,
trying merely to survive…
I have avoided pain, in stasis,
And yet, pain is what I carry,
not taking a risk, moving forward,
not trusting in God’s promises
I choose the pain of the familiar
not believing He will protect me now…
==============
Edited July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet – v2
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
Based on #1John1:7-8
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
Based on #John8:12
Based on #John14:6
Based on #John8:32, 35-36
Based on #1John1:7-8
Based on #Psalm51
Based on #2Corinthians5:21
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”
July 2, 2025
Pride whispers
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/pride-whispers.html
Based on #Revelations12:9-11
Based on #1John2:1-2
Based on #Hebrews4:14-16
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 2,
“The Problem of Pride”
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ, Spirit, love, grace,
regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1, Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin,
confession, unfulfilled, unhappy, abusive,
#poetry #God #Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #unfulfilled #unhappy #abusive
As with the Prodigal’s father
running out to greet him
out on the road, joyful,
God is so happy,
when we come back home…
The Holy Spirit rejoices
when we confess our sin
recognizing our need for God
when we plead for forgiveness
for new life to begin…
God has already forgiven us
the stain has been removed
through the finished work of Christ;
unrepented sin is death, new pain,
as if Christ was still on the cross…
The Holy Spirit rejoices
ss with the Prodigal’s father,
when we come to God, returning,
humbly submitting our whole lives
transparent, humble, as a child…
==============
Edited July 4, 2025
The Spirit rejoices – v2
Based on #Luke7:26
Based on Luke 15:20-24
Based on #Luke15:11-33 (prodigal son)
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”
Edited July 4, 2025
dark thoughts – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/dark-thoughts-v2.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
Edited July 4, 2025
choosing a life with limits – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/choosing-life-with-limits-v2.html
July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
Based on #1John1:7-8
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
Based on #John8:12
Based on #John14:6
Based on #John8:32, 35-36
Based on #1John1:7-8
Based on #Psalm51
Based on #2Corinthians5:21
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ, Spirit, love, grace,
regeneration, Luke 7, Hebrews 13, Luke 15, Matthew 5, sin, confession,
#poetry #God #Christ #Spirit #sin #confession
living fearfully, frozen,
accepting less than I dreamed of,
settling in this life, these ruts,
holding on to bittersweet
far less than I wanted
as if I deserved it, loss,
my lot in life less, far less,
than what I dreamed of
in life, to be fulfilled…
choosing a life with limits, stuck,
avoiding pain, sheltering,
wanting so much more,
to follow my dreams
to risk but I didn’t, I haven’t,
holding on to bittersweet,
my lot in life insufficient
feeling lost, unfulfilled,
never happy in my spirit…
==============
Edited July 4, 2025
choosing a life with limits – v2
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
Based on #1John1:7-8
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
Based on #John8:12
Based on #John14:6
Based on #John8:32, 35-36
Based on #1John1:7-8
Based on #Psalm51
Based on #2Corinthians5:21
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”
July 2, 2025
Pride whispers
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/pride-whispers.html
Based on #Revelations12:9-11
Based on #1John2:1-2
Based on #Hebrews4:14-16
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 2,
“The Problem of Pride”
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ, Spirit, love, grace,
regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1, Hebrews 13, Matthew 5, sin,
confession, unfulfilled, unhappy, abusive,
#poetry #God #Christ #Spirit #sin #confession #unfulfilled #unhappy #abusive
A cloud over our journey,
our walks, in these moments,
longing for more, much more,
but trapped deep within us
echoes of torments, abuse,
pain within our spirits, shadows
over our lives, our walks, sin,
a sentence too great to carry…
Dark thoughts, ideations,
minds torn asunder, folly,
not knowing what to believe
tormented by our demons
muses of the mind chaos
paths we could choose
not knowing what to believe
fearing we are deceived…
Falling for their traps
listening to the sirens,
their songs, their cries
to the sailors, impulsive,
snares of the flesh, captured,
grabbing hold of our spirits
casting us into the waters
no hope for our souls…
Dark thoughts, ideations of
spirits that have been captured
lost on the waves, in the snares,
of those who should be forsaken
avoiding their entreaties, their cries,
swirling in the flesh, in chaos,
drowning under the waters
pulled down into the deep…
==============
Edited July 4, 2025
dark thoughts – v2
Edited July 4, 2025
choosing a life with limits – v2
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Holding on to Bittersweet
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/holding-on-to-bittersweet.html
Based on #Ephesians4:22
Based on #Proverbs26:12
Based on #1Peter1:18-19
Based on 1 Peter 1:14
Based on #Hebrews13:5-6
Based on #Matthew5:4
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
Hiding from the Truth - 2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/hiding-from-truth-2.html
Based on #1John1:7-8
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”, page 57 in book
July 2, 2025
a slave within my rebellion
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/a-slave-within-my-rebellion.html
Based on #John8:12
Based on #John14:6
Based on #John8:32, 35-36
Based on #1John1:7-8
Based on #Psalm51
Based on #2Corinthians5:21
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 3,
“Acknowledging Sins to Yourself”
July 2, 2025
Pride whispers
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/07/pride-whispers.html
Based on #Revelations12:9-11
Based on #1John2:1-2
Based on #Hebrews4:14-16
re:generation, Step 5, Confess, Week 1, Day 2,
“The Problem of Pride”
All of my poems,
photographs, and videos are copyrighted by Raymond A. Foss, 1999, 2000, 2001,
2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014,
2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and 2025. All
rights are reserved. Contact me at Ray Foss (raymondafoss@gmail.com) for usage. See all 53,000+ of my poems at www.raymondafoss.blogspot.com Poetry Where You Live.
Poetry, God, Christ,
Spirit, love, grace, regeneration, Ephesians 4, Proverbs 26, 1 Peter 1, Hebrews
13, Matthew 5, sin, confession, unfulfilled, unhappy, abusive, suicide,
ideations,
#poetry #God #Christ
#Spirit #sin #confession #unfulfilled #unhappy #abusive #suicide #ideations
