Monday, May 12, 2025

the origin story of my pain - v2

I need to journey deeper
within my memory, my psyche,
the hidden cabinets opened
a way through the mazes
peeling back the layers,
walking back in time
remembering more
what I have forgotten
ancient truths buried
deep within my soul
hidden from myself…
 
The origin story of my pain
the hurts, the sins against me,
sources of my fear, my anger,
the torment I have endured
lingering below the surface
is buried deep within me
way back in childhood,
though I am older,
roots run so deep,
needing to be dug out,
for them to be healed…

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Edited May 12, 2025
the origin story of my pain – v2
 
Based on #Romans8:14-15
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 5
May 10, 2025
Anger – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/anger-v2.html
Based on #Ephesians4:25-27, 31-32
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 2
May 10, 2025
letting go of my anger
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/letting-go-of-my-anger.html
Based on #Ephesians4:25-27, 31-32
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 2
May 10, 2025
Fearing What-if
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/fearing-what-if.html
Based on #Romans8:14-15
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 5
May 10, 2025
a latent danger
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/a-latent-danger.html
Based on #Romans8:14-15
and history of vascular dementia and Alzheimer’s Disease
in my mother’s side of the family
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 5
May 10, 2025
That sword of Damocles
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/that-sword-of-damocles.html
Based on #Romans8:14-15
and history of vascular dementia and Alzheimer’s Disease
in my mother’s side of the family
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 5
May 10, 2025
Remove these scales
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/remove-scales.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 4
May 10, 2025
Cataracts
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/cataracts.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 4
May 10, 2025
every thought that wells up
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/every-thought-that-wells-up.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 3
May 10, 2025
Anger
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/anger.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 2
Edited May 9, 2025
Put to death my sin – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/put-to-death-my-sin-v2.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Day 1
Edited May 9, 2025
show your cards
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2025/05/show-your-cards.html
re:generation, Step 4, Inventory, Week 2, Inventory Workbook Introduction
 
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