Trapped within the history of myself

Stuck where I am now, not moving forward,
Not pursuing my dreams, my aspirations,
Feeling there is so much more, out there,
But trapped in the history of myself,
The same steps, the same patterns,
Stuck where I am, the same feeling,
The same doubts, the same fears,
Stuck in the same mud…
 
Trapped so I cannot move, forward,
So I cannot rise, I cannot fly,
Wanting desperately to say no,
To reject the chains that hold be
But going back to carry the burdens,
That I have wanted to let go of,
To pick back up the sins, anxieties,
The baggage that I carry…
 
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July 29, 2024
Trapped within the history of myself
 
July 29, 2024
Wrestling with Satan’s Lie
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/wrestling-with-satans-lie.html
Based on #Psalm51
July 29, 2024
Don’t believe Satan’s Lie
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/dont-believe-satans-lie.html
July 29, 2024
The Enemy speaks a Lie
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/the-enemy-speaks-lie.html
July 29, 2024
Why don’t I believe You Love me
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/why-dont-i-believe-you-love-me.html
Edited July 29, 2024
Why don’t I believe You forgave me, Lord – v3
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/why-dont-i-believe-you-forgave-me-lord_29.html
Edited July 26, 2024
Why don’t I believe You forgave me, Lord – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/why-dont-i-believe-you-forgave-me-lord_26.html
July 26, 2024
Why don’t I believe You forgave me, Lord
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/why-dont-i-believe-you-forgave-me-lord.html
Edited July 26, 2024
10, 20, 30 years in our past – v2
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/10-20-30-years-in-our-past-v2.html
July 26, 2024
10, 20, 30 years in our past
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/10-20-30-years-in-our-past.html
July 25, 2024
I am broken, full of sin
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/i-am-broken-full-of-sin.html
July 25, 2024
Cheating on his mistress
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/cheating-on-his-mistress.html
July 25, 2024
Taking what wasn’t his
https://raymondafoss.blogspot.com/2024/07/taking-what-wasnt-his.html
 
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